Relatability Theory: How can I believe in God if he won't believe in me?

God 

Hates me

He put me 

In a loving life

A life of pure unbridled 

Compassion and 

Support

Then made me sick

Forced me into a position

Of doubt and guilt.

He taunted me

With a light

A laser pointer, like 

Some stupid cat

When I reached it, the rug 

Was pulled out 

From under my feet.

He whispered sweet 

Nothings in my ear

Claiming that if I only worship him

My troubles 

Would be solved

I almost believed in him

But if that were true, why 

Was he so keen on 

Hurting me?

God wants me 

To kill myself

So I live just to 

Spite him.

WORDS: ALIA MCBRIDE
PHOTOGRAPHY: JON WARREN